Lucky One

As I sit here and watch my boyfriend sleep on Skype, I can’t help feeling like this is too good to be true. How is it that a little over a month ago you were just someone I saw as a friend and now you are such a huge part of my life.

You make me happier than I’ve ever been and I know that this isn’t even the happiest I’ll ever be. You make me want to be a better person and you constantly show me every day how much you want that for me too.

You take all my insecurities and put them to rest. I feel completely at peace with you and I know you feel the same with me. I fall a little harder every day, but I know you will actually be there to catch me.

I feel so guilty because you give so much to me and I feel like I don’t give enough. Every day I ask myself how did I get so lucky? I used to hate the idea of being with someone again and thinking about losing my identity, but with you, it’s so simple. I don’t have to change who I am because you take me as I am, quirks and all. I choose you every day.

You make bad days good, and good days a little better. You motivate me to work hard and push my limits. I thank whatever power is out there that they brought you into my life when they did.

I read once that love doesn’t find you at your best, it finds you at your mess and I don’t think that could be any truer.

There are so many more things I want to say, but I’ll leave it at this for now. You came without any warning and had my heart before I could say no. But I’m so grateful for you and I hope you know how much you mean to me.

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