I am always on edge. Waiting for the other shoe to drop. Maybe this whole experience was meant to show me what I am really supposed to be doing. Maybe now I can finally follow my dreams and do what I’ve always wanted. This waiting game is draining.
I wonder how my life is going to change. Do I take the leap? What if I fail? I’m so afraid of failure and its proven time and time again that shit always happens. It’s hard because I have so many thoughts and ideas running through my head.
I’m so tired of being afraid and uncertain about everything. I want to finally be free and start fresh. Maybe I’ll finally do it this time. Up and downs are typical in life, but I’m sure it’ll work out. Love, relationships, happiness. Everything happens for a reason and that is something that I will always stand by.
I’m not one hundred percent sure where I wanted to go with this, but changes are coming and I wanted you all to be the first ones to know.