It’s crazy how one little text completely shifted the entire focus of my life. One person to reach out and pull me out of the pit that I had dug myself into. One choice that has pushed my focus and … Continue reading Starved for Affection
The past few weeks have been extremely trying and eye opening as I started to really dig and do some soul searching. I am working towards my best self and although in the past I would say a lot of different things, I have actually been pushing to make them happen as of late. This is the time to manifest everything I have been dreaming about for myself and my future. I got to talk to a really good friend of mine today who has seen me at some of my darkest moments and she told me that she can … Continue reading Manifesting
Today was the day. The day I fucked around and hurt my own feelings. I brought it on myself, but it needed to be done. It hurt. Everything hurts these days, but this sent me. I cried for a while. … Continue reading In the feels
It’s been a while. I have been trying to fill my time as much as possible by being with the people I love the most. Enjoying my life and not thinking about the crushing anxiety that is life. I haven’t … Continue reading Just smile
I’ve been so scared to actually do what I want in my life because I feel like I’ve epically failed at everything up to this point. Do I constantly put myself down and talk myself out of doing something I love because I’m afraid of failure or do I take the leap? I’m miserable with myself and I’m tired of waking up doing the same thing over and over. Hopefully this is the real first step towards change and I can allow myself to let go of my anxiety about everything. Continue reading Take a leap
Do you ever get to a point where you are asking yourself the same question over and over again? What is that for you? What is the thing playing non stop in your head driving you insane? It’s gotten to … Continue reading I wonder…
More often than not I wake up and wonder, “why?”. Why do I have to do this again? Why do I have to live in this ground hog day? What’s the point of getting up if you’re just miserable doing … Continue reading The getaway
For some reason I like to see how red the flag can get. I like to ignore the truth when it was staring me in the face from the start. I like to hurt myself more than the person I … Continue reading Priority.
There have been so many amazing influences in my life. Although we didn’t see eye to eye for the longest time I know my mom is one of my biggest supporters and loves me with everything. The woman who gave … Continue reading A day for women
