Ghost
I am so lost in the ghost of you. The past and old memories. They bubble up like boiling water…or like tiny sparkles in a champagne glass…sometimes they make me smile, sometimes I cry for hours. Sometimes I hate you. … Continue reading Ghost
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Rest in Perspective
It is interesting, the concept of mourning someone who is still alive. The fact that we can go through heartbreak so wrenching that it can take years to get over. It affects us so deeply to our cores that it … Continue reading Rest in Perspective
The Limit
I am who I am
I have thought for the longest time that I am not worthy of love. That I fix broken people and help them heal. I sometimes feel used. I mostly feel abused. I wonder if it will always be this way. … Continue reading I am who I am
Life Update Oct 22
This is 30…
So, this is it. This is thirty. what a whirlwind. a month has already flown by almost. Doesn’t really feel like it. What do they say about time flying when you’re having fun? I guess it is kind of true … Continue reading This is 30…
Light as a brick…
There were so many thoughts running through my head before my fingers even hit the keys…so many things I was ready to write about. My mind racing, hands trembling, debating how to start, how to finish. Where to take this. … Continue reading Light as a brick…
I do…….NOT
It’s that time of year. Everyone is getting married, having kids, even my own baby sister gets married this weekend. I really couldn’t be happier. The fact that I went through what I have over these past few years knowing … Continue reading I do…….NOT
What was I made for?
After watching the new Barbie movie and feeling so many emotions, I sometimes wonder if I am doing something wrong. If you know you know, the speech America Ferrera gives about how it’s impossible to be a woman and the … Continue reading What was I made for?
Do it for you.
Funny how a couple of months went by like nothing. Does time just go faster when you get older? Feels like my life is zooming by and I’m barely living in it. Have I been depressed? Am I trying too … Continue reading Do it for you.
Life As I Know It 