You ever feel like everything is falling apart and together at the same time? Honestly, that’s how I’ve been feeling for a long time. It hurts and it’s sad and it’s scary. I don’t really know what else to say about it. I want so many things, but I’m just to the point where I’m not ready to reach for them. Not sure what kind of push I need. I haven’t felt more alone. No crying in this one, just lost. Hoping for some inspiration soon. Sorry I don’t have more for you all.