It’s been a while. I have been trying to fill my time as much as possible by being with the people I love the most. Enjoying my life and not thinking about the crushing anxiety that is life. I haven’t … Continue reading Just smile
I’ve been so scared to actually do what I want in my life because I feel like I’ve epically failed at everything up to this point. Do I constantly put myself down and talk myself out of doing something I love because I’m afraid of failure or do I take the leap? I’m miserable with myself and I’m tired of waking up doing the same thing over and over. Hopefully this is the real first step towards change and I can allow myself to let go of my anxiety about everything. Continue reading Take a leap
Do you ever get to a point where you are asking yourself the same question over and over again? What is that for you? What is the thing playing non stop in your head driving you insane? It’s gotten to … Continue reading I wonder…
More often than not I wake up and wonder, “why?”. Why do I have to do this again? Why do I have to live in this ground hog day? What’s the point of getting up if you’re just miserable doing … Continue reading The getaway
For some reason I like to see how red the flag can get. I like to ignore the truth when it was staring me in the face from the start. I like to hurt myself more than the person I … Continue reading Priority.
There have been so many amazing influences in my life. Although we didn’t see eye to eye for the longest time I know my mom is one of my biggest supporters and loves me with everything. The woman who gave … Continue reading A day for women
I hate the cover photo. It tells me everything I already know, but push back against.I know that I do this to myself, but I don’t want to face it.How can I? How do you accept that you’ve allowed yourself … Continue reading Get off your ass…
The past week or two have felt like lifetimes. Sometimes it seems like I’m stuck in an endless loop. Just wanted to let you all know you aren’t alone if you feel the same. Kind of a random rant, but also felt like I needed to get it off my chest. Thanks for being with me. “What would you do if you were stuck in one place and every day was exactly the same and nothing that you did mattered?” – Groundhog Day Continue reading In the feelz
Often around this time of the month I find myself in a dark hole. I feel lethargic, I don’t want to do anything except lay in bed with endless ice cream and chocolate, watch sad movies and cry myself to … Continue reading It’s dark inside…
It’s funny. When you say things and talk about them with other people, it makes so much sense. Things are easier said than done or however the saying goes. I know what makes me happy for the most part. I … Continue reading I deserve more.