Oh darling, what happened to you? Look. It’s time to LET THINGS GO. You said it at the beginning of the year. It’s time. You’ve come so so so far. Holy shit, no one thought you could do it and … Continue reading 3 Feb 19

Hello beautiful people, I already broke one of my resolutions for the new year. I apologize. It’s been a hectic past few months. Here’s a little recap: I left for Korea on 9 Feb and arrived on 10 Feb (crazy … Continue reading The Beginning of the End

Now that the year of January is over, I finally had some time to get my resolutions together and I feel like I’ve been tackling them pretty well so far. I would really like this to be the year I … Continue reading Resolutions 2019

I have this overwhelming feeling that I’ll never be good enough. I’ll never be where I need to be or be good enough for someone to love. Will I even be enough for me? How can you be happy with … Continue reading What if I can’t?

After being out in the field for a week, I had a lot of time to contemplate and stew in my own thoughts. Why am I here? Why did I join the army? Will I be a good officer? Will … Continue reading What’s my purpose?

It’s 2019. I guess it’s true what they say about time flying. I think it has been about four years or so since I’ve written on here. I am going to do my best to hold my never-ending promise of … Continue reading New Year, New Me?

Sometimes, when we are at our weakest point. On the verge of destruction, sinking into the depths of our hopelessness, we just snap. There is a point where tears and tantrums no longer calm the beast inside, it threatens to … Continue reading I Refuse to Sink…

Well, everyone, I am going to try to write a little more frequently. I can’t guarantee that it is going to be every day like I did at the beginning of this journey, but I am certainly going to try … Continue reading Change is on the horizon…

Well, friends, you must be wondering where the hell I’ve been for the past month. It’s been very frustrating and exhausting the past few weeks. I’ve struggled more than I thought, faced death a few times, and in the light … Continue reading Depressing? That sounds accurate…

Well, friends, the end of the world is in T-minus four hours and forty-nine minutes..now forty-eight minutes. It seems as though it has gone by so fast. If I could I would high jack my boyfriend from work, drive to … Continue reading The end of the world is upon us…