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Everything I can’t say…
I have been going over this in my head over and over and I still don’t think I know exactly what to say or how to say it. But I am starting to think that the universe just wants me … Continue reading Everything I can’t say…
Manifesting Pt. 6
Why am I like this?
It’s funny isn’t it? Just when you think you are finally where you want to be something happens to throw you off the boat again. This always happens with me in relationships. Something seems consistent and good one second and … Continue reading Why am I like this?
Closer, closer, closer…
The past few months have been the BEST and WORST I’ve experienced in a long time. It has been mentally and emotionally and physically trying. I have broken down more times than I care to admit. I’ve cried and screamed … Continue reading Closer, closer, closer…
Manifesting continued…
I know it has been quite a while since I have been here with you all. There have been a lot of different things happening in my life that I can barely keep track of let alone update on. I … Continue reading Manifesting continued…
Manifesting Pt. 5
Everything I’ve ever wanted is finally coming true. Everything I’ve hoped for is finally lining itself up for me. The hard times are breaking. My time is here. I am so thankful for everything the universe has gifted me. I want to cry thinking about how far I’ve actually come. There’s so much more on the way and I’m so excited for it. I can’t wait to share it will you all. Continue reading Manifesting Pt. 5
It’s the ‘unlearning’ for me…
It’s funny how every time I find myself actually trying for a relationship the fear creeps its way in. I am almost always looking for an excuse to run away or make up scenarios in my head and ruin a … Continue reading It’s the ‘unlearning’ for me…
Manifesting Pt. 4
I had a lot of time to reflect, and also realize some things on my sad drive back to Utah. I have to remember that I’m the whole package. That I deserve someone who doesn’t leave me on edge or read all day. Who actually wants to get to know me and talk to me. Granted I only just met the poor guy, but it really stuck with me. How you treat someone is taken very different ways. For someone with a lot of trauma, being treated nicely and told certain things can make me feel many different emotions at … Continue reading Manifesting Pt. 4
Leave before you love me
I think I have the unfortunate habit of self sabotaging any and all personal relationships where I start feeling any sort of attachment or softness. After being treated so badly and always left like I was nothing, it is hard … Continue reading Leave before you love me
Life As I Know It 