I wonder…
Do you ever get to a point where you are asking yourself the same question over and over again? What is that for you? What is the thing playing non stop in your head driving you insane? It’s gotten to … Continue reading I wonder…
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The getaway
More often than not I wake up and wonder, “why?”. Why do I have to do this again? Why do I have to live in this ground hog day? What’s the point of getting up if you’re just miserable doing … Continue reading The getaway
Priority.
For some reason I like to see how red the flag can get. I like to ignore the truth when it was staring me in the face from the start. I like to hurt myself more than the person I … Continue reading Priority.
A day for women
There have been so many amazing influences in my life. Although we didn’t see eye to eye for the longest time I know my mom is one of my biggest supporters and loves me with everything. The woman who gave … Continue reading A day for women
Get off your ass…
I hate the cover photo. It tells me everything I already know, but push back against.I know that I do this to myself, but I don’t want to face it.How can I? How do you accept that you’ve allowed yourself … Continue reading Get off your ass…
In the feelz
The past week or two have felt like lifetimes. Sometimes it seems like I’m stuck in an endless loop. Just wanted to let you all know you aren’t alone if you feel the same. Kind of a random rant, but also felt like I needed to get it off my chest. Thanks for being with me. “What would you do if you were stuck in one place and every day was exactly the same and nothing that you did mattered?” – Groundhog Day Continue reading In the feelz
It’s dark inside…
Often around this time of the month I find myself in a dark hole. I feel lethargic, I don’t want to do anything except lay in bed with endless ice cream and chocolate, watch sad movies and cry myself to … Continue reading It’s dark inside…
I deserve more.
It’s funny. When you say things and talk about them with other people, it makes so much sense. Things are easier said than done or however the saying goes. I know what makes me happy for the most part. I … Continue reading I deserve more.
Anything by ralph waldo emerson…
It’s funny how life catches up to you when you least expect it. I’ve spent so much time running that I’ve finally had to stop and catch my breath and that’s where it found me. Winded and exhausted and anxious. I rarely allow myself to feel any sort of joy or excitement for things these days since I’ve had so much trauma surrounding happy things. This is how I’m trying to remedy that. It’s not always one step forward three steps back. Sometimes it’s ten steps back or a marathon forward. Either way, we all have to start somewhere. Even … Continue reading Anything by ralph waldo emerson…
It’s you, it’s me, it’s us
It didn’t feel right leaving without goodbye. It always feels unfinishedEverything happens for a reason.Everything works out exactly the way it’s supposed toMore time, got luckyMy heart dances Timing never matches for usBut somehow we work it outFind the time … Continue reading It’s you, it’s me, it’s us
Life As I Know It 