The thing I don’t think I’ll ever understand is how men decide they are going to get a girl, treat her like the most important thing in the world, and then just crush their hearts. Time and time again I’ve … Continue reading It’s not me, it’s definitely you.
It’s very hard for me to wrap my head around the concept that there’s a difference between “me things” and “them things”. Not being able to accept me as I am and take the love that I have to give … Continue reading What happens when you stay?
I promised two posts for you all, but I decided that I would do one more. These are just some songs that are sort of resonating with things happening in my life and that have very specific emotions attached to … Continue reading A song for you…
Oh darling, what happened to you? Look. It’s time to LET THINGS GO. You said it at the beginning of the year. It’s time. You’ve come so so so far. Holy shit, no one thought you could do it and … Continue reading 3 Feb 19
Hello beautiful people, I already broke one of my resolutions for the new year. I apologize. It’s been a hectic past few months. Here’s a little recap: I left for Korea on 9 Feb and arrived on 10 Feb (crazy … Continue reading The Beginning of the End
Now that the year of January is over, I finally had some time to get my resolutions together and I feel like I’ve been tackling them pretty well so far. I would really like this to be the year I … Continue reading Resolutions 2019
As I sit here and watch my boyfriend sleep on Skype, I can’t help feeling like this is too good to be true. How is it that a little over a month ago you were just someone I saw as … Continue reading Lucky One
We were both guarded. Uncertain. I wasn’t ready, but the more we talked, the more I felt alive. The more comfortable I felt. I don’t think you were quite sure about me. I was loud, forward, unabated. I pushed all … Continue reading Behind the wall
Whelp. It’s been a few days since the last little depressive incident, but here we are. It’s interesting to see where we are in everything and how we progress. I have officially graduated BOLC and am an Artillery Officer. It … Continue reading The next great adventure.
I have this overwhelming feeling that I’ll never be good enough. I’ll never be where I need to be or be good enough for someone to love. Will I even be enough for me? How can you be happy with … Continue reading What if I can’t?
Life As I Know It 