14 hours to see you. Open road. Ultimate playlist. Screaming to every song. Laughing, crying, thinking. Therapy. Cathartic. Letting everything out. Excitement, anticipation, nerves. Even after all this time.Seeing you makes me feel a certain kind of way. You’re coming. … Continue reading Cloud Nine…

Remember when you cried over something menial like spilt milk and then starting your period the next day? That’s me except for a whole week. A bit on the dramatic end of things. Feeling desperate or lost. Not knowing what’s … Continue reading When you wish…

It has been an extremely strange few weeks. I got a call from my dad today and it put a lot of things into perspective. He asked how things were going and we talked about how I’ve been struggling with … Continue reading Think about it first…

With every fiber of my being I wanted to be the right one. For anyone. As a little girl I wished on dandelions that I would find the right person. That I would be able to have a family and … Continue reading Want you to want me

Sometimes the question runs around my head. I’ll never be the first one to say it. You’ll know exactly when I want to say it. It’ll be written all over my face. In the way I hesitate. In the way … Continue reading Do you love me?

After having riveting conversations with an old basic friend for the past week straight I’ve come to terms with a couple things. First, that while we don’t agree on everything, we each provide the other with insight that the other … Continue reading Comfortable…

Honestly, probably the worst decision I could have made. I’ve seen so many clips, picked through all the best quotes. It’s one of the best and worst love stories about two friends who end up together in the end. Just … Continue reading Finally watched Love, Rosie…

i caught myself thinking about you and what used to be.and i don’t know why the mind does that, going back to places that it can never really go back to.maybe it is to heal.maybe it is to punish.or maybe … Continue reading Daisy chains…

It’s interesting I think that there are so many reasons for me to be happy with the things that are going on in my life. I worked so hard to get here. I forced myself to push past every limit … Continue reading I don’t want to feel.

She was so vibrant. The life of the party. The one who could fit into any crowd. But she was insecure, needy, always looking for validation. Searching for relationships. A hopeless romantic. Born in the wrong time, everyone said. It … Continue reading Alone