The day is finally here! It’s time to move on to bigger and hopefully better things. It has been an incredible journey and I know I have grown immensely despite maybe not seeing it right away. I know that there is something else meant for me even though the unknown is terrifying. I am doing my best to cope and not be so hard on myself and I know that everything will work out the way it is meant to. My boss told me today that I should hope and pray for the job and place that have the best … Continue reading On to the next great adventure

As I continue the process of leaving Korea and also processing my recent heartache, I’ve found that I have a lot of reservations and anxiety about this change. I’m not sure I’m ready for what comes after this, I’m not sure what I’m going to do or have not made my mind up on options. I feel lost almost. Like when I was in college living out of my car barely making ends meet. It’s uncomfortable and I’m still dealing with all of that. My heart hurts. I want to give up and exceed every boundary at the same time. … Continue reading Anxious

Just a quick life update. I felt like I should show my face even though I was just waiting for my phone to charge before going to the gym. Caught up with a friend at dinner and talked through some things after. It’s sad, but I have to keep reminding myself that I am allowed to have feelings because they have been invalidated my whole life. Or I was being told how to feel about things. I’ve lived my life so long being guilty about how I felt about different situations and I am trying to get better control over … Continue reading It’s okay to not be okay