She was so vibrant. The life of the party. The one who could fit into any crowd. But she was insecure, needy, always looking for validation. Searching for relationships. A hopeless romantic. Born in the wrong time, everyone said. It … Continue reading Alone
Sometimes the wrong choices bring us to the right places. I’ve seen and heard this so many times. I spoke to my father about my life choices a while back. He told me that I had made decisions that no … Continue reading You know what they say about….
It’s been a wild 4 days getting here, so I figured I’d share the good bits. Gonna be posting some actual written content this weekend as well. Enjoy my dazed rambling and my accidentally forgetting to mute my notifications *smh* Continue reading Life update: Utah
I don’t know what I was expecting. Honestly, it’s a little bit deja vu for me. Extending a hand just to pull it back at the last minute. Here I am at 2300 on a Wednesday in your t-shirt wondering … Continue reading I know better, but maybe I don’t…
And just like that, you were back in my life. It’s funny how I can always feel when there is unfinished business with a person. Whether I’m romantically involved with them or not. That being said, I saw this coming … Continue reading Mind reader
As promised, a little recap of the past month and a half and coming home. It’s been a ride and there is much more to come. Hopefully a little more freedom and a lot more writing. Thank you as always for being with me on this journey. Continue reading Starting 2021
It’s so strange how I imagined certain things were going to be. Did I have too high of expectations? I’m the happiest I’ve been in so long and yet at the same time it stills feels like something is missing. … Continue reading Deep breaths
Since I’ve started clearing through all my belongings in anticipation for a move to bigger and better things, I stumbled across an OLD notebook full of scribbles and notes. There were also some old songs that I had made up back when I thought I could make it in the music world (definitely NOT a singer outside of drunk karaoke). I figured I’d share them with you as well as some songs that bring up strong memories and feelings from different parts of my life. It’s funny how so many people live through music and use it to express things … Continue reading One song, a thousand feelings
Do you ever wish for something so badly and then when you finally get the thing you wished for you regret ever wishing for it? I was so ready to come home, to move forward with my life that I … Continue reading Please get over it already
As wonderful and exciting it is to finally be home after 22 months, reality is starting to hit a bit hard. The anxiety of “what happens next” is daunting. I feel like I’m stranded in the ocean in a storm … Continue reading Into the unknown
Life As I Know It 