It has been about a month now. It’s been hard to write anything. I’ve been pretty lost. Unsure of myself and everything in my life up to now. I tried to think of things to say, but I couldn’t even … Continue reading Doubt is the biggest contributor to failure…
I am always on edge. Waiting for the other shoe to drop. Maybe this whole experience was meant to show me what I am really supposed to be doing. Maybe now I can finally follow my dreams and do what … Continue reading Trying again..for real this time..
“Don’t fall for me,” that’s the first thing you said to me. Just friends with benefits. That’s all it ever was. So, why is it that every time, one or the other starts to have certain expectations? Pushing me away … Continue reading What comes next?
It’s strange how someone can mean everything and nothing to you all at once. How many broken hearts have I caused, how many chances have I thrown away? It’s unfortunate how as humans we sometimes fail to empathize and remember … Continue reading Bad Guy
I’m addicted to feeling wanted. To the feeling of blood rushing into my ears when a certain song plays, the way my palms start sweating, the way it feels to take a shot of tequila and the liquid heat running … Continue reading Addicted
My entire life I thought I had a plan. I thought I had it all figured out. Turns out I still have a lot to learn. I’ve made plenty of mistakes, however now I know that it doesn’t matter in … Continue reading Upside Down.
Is this it? Is this where I finally get my happy ending? Was it meant to be? Did they write us in the stars to wait this long, to suffer and go through all this pain? Do we finally get … Continue reading Is it love?
Dear me, You aren’t ready. You keep forcing yourself into situations where you aren’t truly happy. Yes, it’s nice to feel something and it’s nice to have the attention and feelings of belonging once in a while. But you’re never … Continue reading 7 Feet
After multiple failed attempts of locking down a serious relationship due to men being straight trash #sorrynotsorry I have decided to put out all expectations of what I look for from a man and maybe I can begin to understand … Continue reading Ifs, Ands, Buts
Dear, You know who you are. If the shoe fits. This could apply to so many different people. I really don’t know how many people actually read these posts. The stats sometimes give me an indication, but you know how … Continue reading Dear so and so,
Life As I Know It 